andrew_in_drag: (peacebone)
You know the deal. As per usual, searching for inspiring pictures - when Kyo suddenly reached out of my computer screen and slapped me.

Well, not quite. But he did hit me right in the House of Cards.

Part of me has the sneaking suspicion that this is some kind of photoshop, but even so.



SERIOUSLY. I have such a weakness for seeing Kyo in traditional clothing. There was that one picture of him from a while ago (like, light blond hair a while ago) where he was in some traditional summer clothes, but this is something ELSE.

It's really not fair, with pictures like this. He may as well be sitting with a gun at my head forcing me to write.

And so once again this gif is me.
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I'm writing a Die/Kyo oneshot right now. I've been doing some thinking about simplicity and I'm trying to write something that's lyrical as I like it, but also more minimalist. So wish me luck with that one.

So you know, sometimes you're writing, and you go to google images for your situation? Well, I wanted a close look at Die for this one, so I promptly plugged him in.

This is quite a dark oneshot (hello) so of course, Die gave me...

if you're happy and you know it, slap my face )
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So I have internet to scrounge off (the benefit of living in teeny-tiny close-together english houses is that your neighbours have their wifi all up in yo grill) and I paid the bill today, yesss!

So we should be reconnected in a matter of business days yada yada yada.

In the meantime, ladies and gentlemen, I want to talk favourites. My favourites, your favourites, everybody's favourites. (I can feel the Americans are melting at all these extraneous u's right here.)

If you got the time, kings and queens, I want to know all about your favourite oneshot, and your favourite chaptered fic. If you're a writer as well, I wanna know all about your favourite oneshot and chaptered fic from your writing inventory. What did you like about it? Don't be afraid to blow your own horn. Or anybody else's horn!

Cut for horn-blowing )
andrew_in_drag: (despot)
Tentative plans for my upcoming Gazefic have been drawn up! 

At the moment it's called Mysterious Skin, and it's Kai/Uruha, which I think is quite an uncommon pairing. My character sketches also seem to be kinda unconventional, so I'm kind of intrigued to see how that will go down. 

So once again I call upon you, my lovely ladies...

Any old Gazette pics? Specifically of those two. Pre-band would be great, but early band would be really helpful as well. It's not so so so essential, because I already have some ideas of how I'm going to 'design' these lads, but since I'm new to this, maybe it'd be helpful to have some sense of things progressing in a canonical fashion...

Anyway, currently working on redoing my archive (chapter links for Superstar and The Glasshouse are up already, yay!) and writing Chapter 23 of Superstar...the ending is starting to come together, I think! Goody goody goody.
andrew_in_drag: (despot)
Hello ladies!

I like The GazettE. Based on this, I would like my next fic to be a Gazefic. 
I think it's important for me to take a one-fic break from the kind of Dir en Angst I've been writing. I seriously need to avoid getting stuck in a rut with that - if I'm not already there! 

I think the chance to write about some new characters will be really refreshing. I want to avoid creating special andrew_in_drag stereotypes (crazy cryptic Kyo, anyone?) and just generally stretch my legs a little. 

The thing is, I came into Dir en grey when I was at that fan age. I was 13 and became sooo obsessed sooo fast. It's that obsession that helps you write about them, because you know things - the ages, the birthdays, the heights and foibles and characteristics. It's amazing inspiration. 

Whilst I like Gazette's music, I got into them "later in life" (yes, I'm all of 20 years old)...at an age and time whilst I'm too busy to become a superduper trivia chest about every band I like. I like a lot more music now. My 160GB iPod is starting to split apart at the seams, it's that full of great bands! 

So I would like a little help, ladies (and secret boys): Gazette details! Heights, full birthdays...all that general stuff would be so much appreciated! 

Because Superstar is nearing its end, I am in the planning stage for this one. I think it's going to be called The Misfits. 
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So it's nearly halloween! 

I'm finishing up the last of my assignments, and I am positively runny with creativity at the moment. 

Although I have a project or two planned, I think I'll push them back for a special winter project. 

I'm going to call it Something Wicked This Way Comes, and it's going to be a rather darrrrk and daaaangerous and sennnsual retelling of a whole bunch of well-known fairy tales. 

So far I'm planning to do Beauty and the Beast, Swan Lake, Bluebeard, Little Red Riding Hood, The Firebird and The Fountain of Youth. 

Some will be longer and some will be shorter...

But I'm really excited about it! 

Any fairy tales you particularly want me to cover? Bonus points for suggesting a pairing, although I am a complete bitch I might not stick to it. xxx
andrew_in_drag: (cosmology)
For writing The Glasshouse...which is really difficult! 
It's hard to stay inside my Kyo's head sometimes, because (happily!) I don't have a major depressive disorder. Trying to imagine how somebody with any kind of mental disorder would view the world is very hard for me. I don't want to go too far into a psychological analysis of my Kyo, but it does seem like there's quite a bit wrong with him, even if he is generally quite functional. 

SO. I was wondering if any of you, my lovely readers, have any experience with mental illness - regardless of severity and type; whether you or somebody else suffer with it - and, if so, you might be gracious enough to answer this little questionnaire for me. 

Obviously, I can understand this is a sensitive issue, so I'd recommend that you post as anonymous if there's even a slight chance that any of what you write here will come back to haunt you, since this journal is not f-locked. 

1. What is the name (if known) of the condition?
2. What are the general symptoms that you/other person suffer from? 
3. Is your/other person's ability to relate to other people affected? How? 
4. Does it affect your/other person's ability to do/enjoy normal activities?
5. Do you think you/other person views the world differently to other people? How? 
6. What are the worst/bleakest thoughts that you/other person have associated with your condition? 

If you do take the time to fill that out, if you can, then thanks very much and best of wishes.

And now the office chart! 

1. Transmission - Joy Division
2. Real Love - Beach House
3. Fukai - Dir en grey
4. Peacebone - Animal Collective 
5. Scatterheart - Bjork
6. How Do You Sit Still? - Radiohead
7. Atmosphere - Joy Division
8. Declare Independence - Bjork
9. On The Highway - Animal Collective
10. Cage - Dir en grey
andrew_in_drag: (cosmology)
Still invigilating exams. We seriously have a student called Bliss Goldie. Er, what? 

I've made the important decisions (just about) regarding my companion fic to Fifteen Years, now, and started writing it properly. So that's good! I've also named it The Glasshouse. All these decisions! How very adult. 

It's good to be writing it with some kind of order, now, because for the past few days I've just been plotting excerpts. I was even writing some scenes in the exam I was invigilating this morning. Which was kinda funny. Because it was porn. 

I've been writing in the first person, but in the actual fic, I'm going for third person. I think if I tried to write as Kyo continuously, I'd go mental, and it'd probably come off very contrived. 

The funny thing is, because this starts slightly earlier than Fifteen Years (I'm thinking 1995/96), I've been looking up photos to try and give me some ideas of their general appearances. Why was La:Sadies so goddamn hilarious? Kaoru looks like the king of the chumps, and Die and Shinya look like they want to kill themselves. Kyo seems to be throwing the camera a kind of Tyra Banks Top Model facial expression at all times, Kisaki I can't even talk about, and I have to mention Shinya again just because of the outfits. He looks like he should be in the movie Psycho. When Norman Bates dresses up as his mother. Uh, spoiler alert. 

But that's what he looks like: a serial killer with mommy issues. 

Oh and, Die and Kaoru's hair right about here.

So this is all very much fun. Luckily I'm not aware of any pre-DEG pictures of Toshiya, so I get to use my imagination to make him look halfway decent. On the other hand, if anyone has any (or any early pictures of Toshiya/Kyo would be appreciated, really) please send them my way, as I'm very curious.

Ta ta! 
andrew_in_drag: (cosmology)
So, having finished Fifteen Years, I have slowly started banging my doldrums, because I want to be writing again. 

Fifteen Years was a very intense writing experience. Not only did it touch on things that were a bit heavier than my usual subject matter, but I also did not write ahead to the extent I normally do...so I found myself writing a chapter a day, every day, composing it in my head during work and then writing it all down after work. So my output was about 2500 words a day, which is quite a lot when you consider that's the same size as my average assigned essay.

Although I fear in third year they will rise to 3000 words and beyond. But we just won't talk about that. 

So anyway, now that I'm no longer writing it, I'm really missing having that distraction...!

So what I am getting around to, in a pretty rubbish way, is that tonight/this morning I put down the first few words of my (as yet untitled) companion piece, featuring Kyo's side of the story. But I mean, crikey, son. This really will be a jump into deeper, darker, dirtier waters for me. When I sat down with my laptop and started thinking about it, it struck me that if I was going to write this, it would be impossible to escape the theme of mental illness. If I didn't cover mental illness in this fic, well, that'd be like Plath writing The Bell Jar without mental illness. Or Kesey writing One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest without mental illness. Or Morrison writing Beloved without the slavery or sawn-up baby - er, I digress. 

And it's a little intriguing to me, because although Fifteen Years didn't gain the same readership as, say, AMLOR, those of you who read it and were nice enough to comment on the final chapter seemed to just get more out of it. If that doesn't sound too pretentious. (It does, but fuck it, I'm too old to change now.) I received some comments that were wonderfully long and absolutely charming, and even affably bonkers (I'm looking at you, [livejournal.com profile] jade_lil).Overall, I just felt like my writing had gone up a notch. Of course, whether people actually agree with that or not is a different matter! But I felt good.

SO, what I want to know is, if I go down this genuinely troublesome route, will ya lovely ladies and potential gents in disguise still be interested in reading? 

And also, I need a bleddy title. 
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...Hereafter known as AMLOR, because that's a bloody long title. 

I decided to rewrite this old, old, old fic of mine on the suggestion of [livejournal.com profile] lady_sb. Honestly, I'd forgotten all about it. It was languishing in my old account, [livejournal.com profile] hallelujah_hide, and on her recommendation I started reading it again and, just to blow my own horn, I like it. 

I'm really enjoying the rewrite, too. I'm not changing much plot, dialogue, characterisation or much of anything, really - just tweaking so it reads better, ironing out bits that don't make sense. It's something that I should do with everything before I post, but life is short and I am lazy

I have up to ten chapters of it written now, so I can start progressing the fic from where I last left off - I turned the prologue into chapter one, because it really wasn't a prologue. It was just a...logue. 

I seem to have a liking for conflicted Toshiya and naive, good-guy Kaoru. 

Mood Killers: 'm' key sticking (I had the same problem when I was writing a fic three years ago, too. On a different laptop. Spooky.); continually typing 'aburptly' instead of 'abruptly'; lack of usual inspirational substances (alcohol, drugz, uni friends), since I'm back in the parental home for Easter. 

Mood Enhancers: the realisation that the song "I'm Only Happy When It Rains" by Garbage pretty much describes my Toshiya all over, so listening to that againandagainandagain; the prospect of an empty house (parents off to China, seemingly out of the blue); and photographs, photographs, photographs. 

So I would love more inspiration images, if anybody has them knocking around - whatever inspires you, I'd be really keen to know! Anything you can scrape together would be good, or any ideas you have - you never know what might end up being indispensable! 

So let me know guys! We're all in this together, or something. 

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