Okay, I love it. And I know I'm now going to be weird again when I say that I think it is amazing that you were able to capture this helpless and desperate soul with your words and gave us the chance to try to understand him. I really can relate to your Kyo as I'm having some weird kind of disorder. It is fascinating how you described certain features of his and my disorder, because I sometimes can't find the right words to make people understand what's going on with me. I too have a constant ringing in my right ear and it is driving me nuts. Even when I'm studying, I have to turn on the radio or the TV, because it's so annoying. I guess, what I want to say is that even though your Kyo is even more "sick" and helpless than I am, I felt understood while reading your story and I sometimes found myself in your words.
Thank you :)